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Inhalt:

1)Starving For Attention - Geri Karlstrom mit video
2)Pro-Ana Party Slamma - Kitty on the catwalk mit video
3)Falling apart - Trust company mit video
4)Beauty from Pain - Superchick mit video
5)The Fragile - Nine Inch Nails mit video
6)Judge yourself - Manic street Preachers
7)Burn - Ray LaMontagne mit video
8)When I Fail - Greg Graffin
9)Ugly - Smashing Pumpkins mit video
10)Lisa Loeb - She's Falling Apart
11)Bones - Radiohead mit video
12)suicide is painless - Manic street preachers mit video


video
Starving For Attention - Geri Karlstrom
Bones are beautiful
My drug of choice
Striving for perfection
And I'm driven to
Run to you
In the wrong direction
How does that make you feel?
Why can't I make you see?
Mom and Daddy look
It's your little girl
Starving for attention
Too much on my plate
Things that I can't face
Starving for attention
I can't be myself
The mirror tells lies
And says I'm ugly
Am I really here?
I cut my skin
It takes a knife to find me
I can't make me feel
So now I have to bleed
Mom and Daddy look
It's your little girl
Starving for attention
Too much on my plate
Things that I can't face
Starving for attention
Hungry empty
Lost in her pain
She can't tell you
So she slowly fades away
Mom and Daddy look
It's your little girl
Dying for attention
Too much on her plate
Things that she can't face
Starving for attention
Craving your attention
She's dying for your attention


video
Pro-Ana Party Slamma
Kitty on the catwalk
Push up, push up
Don't stop, don't stop
Push up, push up
Don't stop, don't stop
Push up, don't stop
Kitty On The Catwalk
Pro Ana Party Slamma'
C'mon and search
And destroy
Rock'n'roll
Pro ana boy
Binge, purge
Kill that urge
Push up, push up
Don't stop, don't stop
Change your body
Get a kick
Thin and gorgeous
Heroin chic
Jodie Kidd, Kate Moss
Show your body who's the boss
Fly so high
Touch the sky
Never gonna eat
My technobeat is all i need
Hear my plead
I want to die and touch the sky
I'm in the mood
To flush the food
Never gonna eat
My technobeat is all I desire
Take me higher
Watch me cry, watch me die
Watch me die
A moment on the lips
A lifetime on the hips
Inner beauty is a joke
Kill your hunger with a smoke
Being by yourself and touching your bones
When all of a sudden, your doctor phones
"I made an appointment
for you at two o'clock,
will you be able to show up?"
No!
Push up, push
Don't stop, don't stop
Thin thighs tell no lies!
Fly so high
Touch the sky
Never gonna eat
My technobeat is all i need
Hear my plead
I want to die and touch the sky
I'm in the mood
To flush the food
Never gonna eat
My technobeat is all I desire
Take me higher
Watch me cry, watch me die
Fly so high
Touch the sky
Never gonna eat
My technobeat is all i need
Hear my plead
I want to die and touch the sky
I'm in the mood
To flush the food
Never gonna eat
My technobeat is all I desire
Take me higher
Watch me cry, watch me die


video
"Falling Apart"
Trus company
I slipped away further from you trying to find what is real,
Youíre somebody else that I never knew, and someone that I canít feel.
I shut it away I keep it in me. Is this what it takes to keep me alive?
So you take me and you break me, and you see Iím falling apart.
Complicate me and forsake me, you push me out so far; thereís no other feeling.
I slipped away closer to me the only thing that is real.
Iím falling behind and now I can see your absence helps me heal.
I shoved you away I keep you for me. Is this what it takes to keep me alive?
So you take me and you break me, and you see Iím falling apart.
Complicate me and forsake me, you push me out so far; thereís no other feeling.
Spread, Spread out.
So you take me and you break me, and you see Iím falling apart.
Complicate me and forsake me, you push me out so far.
And you take me and you break me, and you see Iím falling apart.
Thereís no more feeling.



video
Superchick
Beauty From Pain
The lights go out all around me
One last candle to keep out the night
And then the darkness surrounds me
I know I'm alive
But I feel like I've died
And all that's left is to accept that it's over
My dreams ran like sand through the fists that I made
I try to keep warm but I just grow colder
I feel like I'm slipping away
After all this has passed
I still will remain
After I've cried my last
There'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today
Someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain
My whole world is the pain inside me
The best I can do is just get through the day
When life before is only a memory
I wonder why God let me walk through this place
And though I can't understand why this happened
I know that I will when I look back someday
And see how You've brought beauty from ashes
And made me as gold purified through these flames
Here and I am at the end of me (at the end of me)
Trying to hold to what I can't see
I forgot how to hope
This night's been so long
I cling to your promise there will be a dawn

video
NINE INCH NAILS
THE FRAGILE
She shines
In a world full of ugliness
She matters
When everything is meaningless
Fragile
She doesn't see her beauty
She tries to get away
Sometimes
It's just that nothing seems worth saving
I can't watch her slip away
I won't let you fall apart (x4)
She reads the minds of all the people as they pass her by
Hoping someone can see
If I could fix myself i'd -
but it's too late for me
I won't let you fall apart (x4)
We'll find the perfect place to go where we can run and hide
I'll build a wall and we can keep them on the other side
...but they keep waiting
...and picking and picking and picking and picking...
It's something I have to do
I won't let you fall apart
I was there, too
I won't let you fall apart
Before everything else
I won't let you fall apart
I was like you
I won't let you fall apart


Judge yourself
Manic street preachers
Blessed be the blade
Blessed be the scythe
Dionysus, here to crucify
Find your truth
Face your truth
Speak your truth
And be your truth
Clean your flesh and mock your fears
The brightest sun is the purest gun
Heal yourself
Hurt yourself
Judge yourself
Blessed be the blade
Blessed be the scythe
Dionysus, here to crucify
Find your truth
Face your truth
Speak your truth
And be your truth
Clean your flesh and mock your fears
The brightest sun is the purest gun
Heal yourself
Hurt yourself
Judge yourself
Kiss your wounds and mock your fears
The brightest sun is the purest gun
Heal yourself
Hurt yourself
Judge yourself

video
Ray LaMontagne
Burn
Oh mama don't walk away
I'm a goddam sore loser
I ain't too proud to stay
But I'm still thinking 'bout you
And I'm so lonesome without you
And I can't get you out of my mind
Oh mama don't leave me alone
with my soul sat down so tight it's like a stone cold tomb
Ain't it clear when I'm near you
I'm just dying to hear you
Calling my name one more time
Oh so don't pay no mind
To my watering eyes
Must be something in the air
That I'm breathing
Yes'n I try to ignore
All this blood on the floor
It's just this heart on my sleeve that's a bleeding
Oh mama don't walk away
You leave me here bereaving from the words so hard and plain
Saying the love that we had
was just selfish and sad
To see you now with him
is just making me mad
Oh so kiss him again
just to prove to me that you can
an I will stand here
and burn in my skin
Yes I will stand here
and burn in my skin


Greg Graffin
When i fail
one day my life will be a chocolate shake and late night t.v. but right now i'm afraid of everything that is goin' down too many decisions too much responsibility and no one is there to hold me when i fail like the deer who knows he won't survive the winter so he runs in fear the drifts too deep, the browse too scarce, the able too strong to compete and i wonder if i was stronger when i didn't care if no one was there to hold me when i fail


Ugly -Smashing Pumpkins
video
I don't look in the mirror
I don't like what I see staring back at me
Everything is clearer
I'll never see what you see
It's not me
So beautiful and free
I'll never be what you need
Can't help at all
I was born so beautiful
But now I'm ugly
And I rot in my skin
As a piece of me dies everyday
I know I'm nothing
I know there's nothing I can say
To change
The judgment in their ways
I'll never be what you need
Can't help at all
My love was so beautiful
But now I'm ugly
Yeah...
I'm good enough, but I don't care
I'm good enough, but I'm not there
I'm good enough, but I don't care
The sun is out, but I'm not there
(I can go anywhere) I'm good enough, but I don't care (...somewhere)
(I can go anywhere) The sun is out, but I'm not there (...somewhere)
(I can go anywhere) I'm good enough (...somewhere)
(I can go anywhere) I'm good enough (...somewhere)
I don't look in the mirror
I don't like what I see staring back at me
Everything is clearer
I'll never see what you see
And I rot in my skin
As a piece of me dies everyday
I know I'm nothing
Because I'm ugly


Lisa Loeb
She's Falling Apart
They pull up their chairs to the table
She stares at the food on her plate
At the toast and the butter
Her father, her mother, she pushes away
And they rise in the morning
And they sleep in the dark
And even though nobody's looking
She's falling apart
She gets home from school too early
And closes the door to her room
There's nothing inside her
She's weak and she's tired of feeling like this
And they rise in the morning
And they sleep in the dark
And even though nobody's looking
She's falling apart
They call her for dinner, she makes up a reason
She looks at her arms and she rolls down her sleeves
And her mother is starting to see through her lies
And last night her father had tears in his eyes
And they rise in the morning
And they sleep in the dark
And even though nobody's looking
She's falling apart
And we rise in the morning
And we sleep in the dark
And even though nobody's looking
She's falling apart


video
Bones
Radiohead
I don't want to be crippled cracked
Shoulders, wrists, knees and back
Ground to dust and ash
Crawling on all fours
When you've got to feel it in your bones
When you've got to feel it in your bones
Now I can't climb the stairs
Pieces missing everywhere
Prozak painkillers
When you've got to feel it in your bones
When you've got to feel it in your bones
And I used to fly like peter pan
All the children flew when I touched their hands
When you've got to feel it in your bones
When you've got to feel it in your bones


suicide is painless
Manic street preachers
Through early morning fog I see,
Visions of the things to be,
The pains that are withheld for me,
I realize and I can see...
That suicide is painless.
It brings on many changes.
And I can take or leave it if I please.
The game of life is hard to play,
I'm gonna lose it anyway.
The losing card I'll someday lay,
So this is all I have to say.
The sword of time will pierce our skins.
It doesn't hurt when it begins.
But as it works its way on in,
The pain grows stronger...watch it grin, but...
A brave man once requested me,
to answer questions that are key.
Is it to be or not to be?
And I replied 'Oh why ask me?'
'Cause suicide is painless.
It brings on many changes.
And I can take or leave it if I please.
...And you can do the same thing if you please

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